趁着这实习期间， 有空得很的期间， 我终于有机会将之前想看但没机会看的一些电影和电视剧。 每天放工回家就窝在自己的小被窝里欣赏。 首先是韩剧， 再来就是电影。 先是主君的太阳， 继承者们等； 然后就是被偷走的那五年， 分手合约， 和郭敬明的小时代。 感觉电影好似将电视剧给打败了， 电视局结局了只有好看和不好看两种评语；但电影。。。却让我有种欲罢不能的感觉；想不停的去再看一遍。 首先被偷走的那五年是不小心在youtube看到的；分手合约则经朋友介绍而看的；至于小时代则是因不经意在手机里听见‘时间煮雨’ 而想起的。 尽管前两者也十分优质，但对于没有恋爱经验的我只有感动没有感触。。。小时代令我有所感触。每个人都有朋友，至少都有一个人在你心里，他或她是比较特别的，你和他有着特别的情愫。是爱，但，是友爱。在我身边也有着不少朋友。曾经，我也有着类似这样的一班朋友。 遗憾的是，却没有他们这样深厚的感情，尽管我们也很要好。。这世上并不是每个人都有幸，能找到一个能够像故事中的南湘，林萧，和唐唯如一样能够忍受顾里不留情面的；但非真心的冷嘲热讽；没人能够像林萧，南湘和顾里一样忍受唐唯如的自我感觉良好；没人能像顾里，唐唯如和林萧一样，在南湘有困难时伸出援手，无怨无悔；也没人能像顾里，唐唯如和南湘一样；永远提供林萧一个肩膀和拥抱，给予最最可靠的安慰。。他们之间尽管有着欺骗，谎言，背叛等，但出发点永远都不是因为自己，而是她，她们。。人，往往有太多的顾虑。
Sunday, 16 June 2013
it's already a couple of months edi since my last post.. i think it is the time for me to update it now.. wat i'm gonna write today is abt me.. i like peace.. seriously.. i don like st complex occur around me especially among the people around me.. i can withstand anything like criticize, make fool of me and so on.. but i just cant withstand the atmosphere around me is full with problem and unhappy feeling and so on..especially among my friend and family... so i will try to do anything try my best to recover the atmosphere. But it won be a success if it is just involve one side.. hence, i hv to go for both side to advise and try watever i can do to help.. at least i think it is a help.. but someone might really misunderstand me.. they think i am a 2 face ppl.." OMG.. WAT.. " this is wat i think after i sensed ppl hv such perception on me.. i really don know wat to say already.. i am doing a thing that every friend should do.. i am not trying to make the incidence worse, i am just wanna help.. i am not saying A's bad thing to B and saying B's bad thing to A. i just wanna help.. i might a bit selfish.. wat i aim is to make myself feel better..yes.. i am selfish..i wanna feel better, but yet if i can solve the problem it is beneficial not to me only, but everybody related.. if A and B continue with that atmosphere will you feel better...? you won't if you r really treating them as your friend.. and since others don think wanna solve it . then i will do it.. PLS.. i am not 2 faced ppl.. pls don hv such perception on me.. i might be selfish.. but i am not 2 faced.. pls differentiate clearly .. i am not referring to anyone.. and i am not emoing.. i just wanna clarify that i am not 2 faced.. yes i wan everyone like me.who don wan?? right. unless if you don care abt wat others think abt you.. hence i try my best to maintain my relationship with everyone i know.. i might complain abt others also.. but i will really think whether i got do st wrong that really make others do st bad or st i don like to me.. i will really think abt my mistake after i complain abt others.. and most of the time, i know i do st wrong also and i accept it.. because i know I AM NOT PERFECT.. everyone might do st wrong also.. i don believe that there are people that able to do everything right in this world.. so.. pls don think i am a 2 faced ppl.. i am not... but if you still wanna think like that i cant stop you.. i won deny you as my friend also.. you are my friend , still .. but you r not fully understand me well yet.. i do really hope you can understand me well one day.. Finally hope i will update again soon.. ^^... P/s: i really not emoing.. just suddenly wanna write and i write.. so don ask me why.. i will don know how to ans you.. haha..