Thursday, 14 November 2013

……给钻石们和自己……

趁着这实习期间, 有空得很的期间, 我终于有机会将之前想看但没机会看的一些电影和电视剧。 每天放工回家就窝在自己的小被窝里欣赏。 首先是韩剧, 再来就是电影。 先是主君的太阳, 继承者们等; 然后就是被偷走的那五年, 分手合约, 和郭敬明的小时代。 感觉电影好似将电视剧给打败了, 电视局结局了只有好看和不好看两种评语;但电影。。。却让我有种欲罢不能的感觉;想不停的去再看一遍。 首先被偷走的那五年是不小心在youtube看到的;分手合约则经朋友介绍而看的;至于小时代则是因不经意在手机里听见‘时间煮雨’ 而想起的。 尽管前两者也十分优质,但对于没有恋爱经验的我只有感动没有感触。。。小时代令我有所感触。每个人都有朋友,至少都有一个人在你心里,他或她是比较特别的,你和他有着特别的情愫。是爱,但,是友爱。在我身边也有着不少朋友。曾经,我也有着类似这样的一班朋友。 遗憾的是,却没有他们这样深厚的感情,尽管我们也很要好。。这世上并不是每个人都有幸,能找到一个能够像故事中的南湘,林萧,和唐唯如一样能够忍受顾里不留情面的;但非真心的冷嘲热讽;没人能够像林萧,南湘和顾里一样忍受唐唯如的自我感觉良好;没人能像顾里,唐唯如和林萧一样,在南湘有困难时伸出援手,无怨无悔;也没人能像顾里,唐唯如和南湘一样;永远提供林萧一个肩膀和拥抱,给予最最可靠的安慰。。他们之间尽管有着欺骗,谎言,背叛等,但出发点永远都不是因为自己,而是她,她们。。人,往往有太多的顾虑。
。很多时候,你以为上天眷顾你了, 让平凡的你找到这份礼物,它,好大。。你拿着礼物看了好久,开心的、充满期待的、小心翼翼的打开礼物时,你却发现其实想拆这份礼物,其实。。没那么容易。。它除了用漂亮的礼物纸裹着外层,它还有一层又一层的胶纸,浆糊,甚至是一层层的报纸。。渐渐地,你发现这样好累, 开始不这么小心翼翼,而是开始不耐烦的两三层一块儿撕。 你想快。。 接着,你开始没耐心也开始在想,这礼物这么小,得用这么多层包裹着,应该也不会是什么值钱的东西,在还未知道它是什么之前,它就已经孤零零的躺在垃圾桶里。。人。。是自私的动物。。因为是动物所以都会很自然的保护自己,用各式各样的伪装。。人,并不像字面上那么简单就一撇一捺,要在这尔虞我诈的社会里生存,往往还是需要伪装,不能自己。。。久而久之,伪装成了习惯,你。。把自己保护好了;但,可惜的是你,已经不是你了,你心里只容下你自己,永远只有你自己。。一个好的猎人在捕捉动物之前也得先对它有所了解,得先知道他的生活习惯,饮食喜好,经常喜爱在什么地方出没等等。。当然也得先学会看透他们的伪装。。这些。。需要一定的耐心, 也需要一些缘分、场合和机缘。。如果你和它没缘分,也不会在你不经意间,机缘巧合下出现;而如果你们相遇的场合刚好没垃圾桶,它也不会就这么躺在那儿,或许你也会成功将它拆开,发现它的美好。。但是机会往往只留给有准备的人,但那个人不是你。。。而你, 永远也不会知道,里边其实躺着一颗钻石。。它,在发着亮。静静地,等待。。。

p/s:给曾经被放弃的钻石们,对不起。。


Sunday, 16 June 2013

i am not 2 faced ^^..

it's already a couple of months edi since my last post.. i think it is the time for me to update it now.. wat i'm gonna write today is abt me.. i like peace.. seriously.. i don like st complex occur around me especially among the people around me.. i can withstand anything like criticize, make fool of me and so on.. but i just cant withstand the atmosphere around me is full with problem and unhappy feeling and so on..especially among my friend and family... so i will try to do anything try my best to recover the atmosphere. But it won be a success if it is just involve one side.. hence, i hv to go for both side to advise and try watever i can do to help.. at least i think it is a help.. but someone might really misunderstand me.. they think i am a 2 face ppl.." OMG.. WAT.. " this is wat i think after i sensed ppl hv such perception on me.. i really don know wat to say already.. i am doing a thing that every friend should do.. i am not trying to make the incidence worse, i am just wanna help.. i am not saying A's bad thing to B and saying B's bad thing to A. i just wanna help.. i might a bit selfish.. wat i aim is to make myself feel better..yes.. i am selfish..i wanna feel better, but yet if i can solve the problem it is beneficial not to me only, but everybody related.. if A and B continue with that atmosphere will you feel better...? you won't if you r really treating them as your friend.. and since others don think wanna solve it . then i will do it.. PLS.. i am not 2 faced ppl.. pls don hv such perception on me.. i might be selfish.. but i am not 2 faced.. pls differentiate clearly .. i am not referring to anyone.. and i am not emoing.. i just wanna clarify that i am not 2 faced.. yes i wan everyone like me.who don wan?? right. unless if you don care abt wat others think abt you.. hence i try my best to maintain my relationship with everyone i know.. i might complain abt others also.. but i will really think whether i got do st wrong that really make others do st bad or st i don like to me.. i will really think abt my mistake after i complain abt others.. and most of the time, i know i do st wrong also and i accept it.. because i know I AM NOT PERFECT.. everyone might do st wrong also.. i don believe that there are people that able to do everything right in this world.. so.. pls don think i am a 2 faced ppl.. i am not... but if you still wanna think like that i cant stop you.. i won deny you as my friend also.. you are my friend , still .. but you r not fully understand me well yet.. i do really hope you can understand me well one day.. Finally hope i will update again soon.. ^^...   P/s: i really not emoing.. just suddenly wanna write and i write.. so don ask me why.. i will don know how to ans you.. haha..

Thursday, 5 July 2012

终于更新啦!!!

最近都没什么特别新鲜的事, 所以好久没更新部落格了。 今天在学校发生了一件特别的事, 所以就有新故事更新了。 常听人家说困电梯,听起来怪恐怖的,但是却不知道到底是怎么样的。今天终于体验到了。。
今天傍晚的课在二楼, 懒惰的我跟平常一样选择搭电梯,跟平常不同的是在底楼等了好久电梯都迟迟不到。电梯一到, 我和友人就马上走进电梯里。谁知一走进去不久, 电梯门卡的一声竟然关掉了。 不同的是这次关的速度很快, 而且是跟平常不一样的门, 这道门, 它是黑色的。
当时电梯里只有我, 友人, 与一名学弟。我当时顿时不知所措,不知道该怎么办,连呼吸都快停止了,只想他快点恢复正常,好让我可以快点出去。学弟冷静的压了几下警铃,幸运的是,这次门又再次关上了,而且这次是平时见的门,电梯也徐徐向上移动。
电梯在移动的同时,我心里也在希望着我们能有惊无险。终于,电梯门开了,谢天谢地, 是我们要抵达的地方。 我马上飞奔出去,而学弟也好像怕它会再次关上似地把手放在们那里,叫我们赶快出去。 最后大家都成功离开了,一出去我就像放了心中的一块石头。
放学时, 我宁愿选择走楼梯, 也不想再搭电梯了。但是,只要还是在上班时间, 我还是会选择搭电梯的, 哈哈。。
今天也是我朋友的生日,我们与她的男朋友,还有她男朋友的朋友帮他搞了一场生日会,pizza 派对。除了有点尴尬以外, 其实是蛮开心的。大家又唱又跳,互相开玩笑。但是我却有点不自然, 好几次都想要逃出去。也许是我比较内向也不太会融入人群吧!终觉得时间过得很慢。anyway, happy birthday, friend...
p/s :ok, 今天就写到这里吧!不知道下次更新会是几时的事了?? 哈哈, 好期待!!》。《”

Monday, 28 May 2012

new start, new journey

When everyone is enjoying their holiday, we all, the UTARians are having our new semester again after the two week holiday.
nothing special happen for the first day of my semester 3 year one. but there are something that valuable to be happy is that this semester , we are not the course that with the least freshmen already. This year we got 34 new junior that going to join us for this semester.It is really a big number compare to last 2 years (X5) hihi..
after my first classes, my friend and i have meet a junior that ask for the way to go to block B for printing.this is the first time that i have the feeling to be a senior. haha. quite nice the feeling.
after today it is a real and new start for my year one sem 3. so have to really work hard for this sem ( quiz on week3 ). hope can increase my cgpa this time..for my UTAR friend and i.. GOOD LUCK AND GAMBATEH TOGETHER..

Saturday, 29 October 2011

chinese orchestra concert

as i said in the last post. i'm having the second activity at night.. ya, thats is chinese orchestra... from 8 till 10.30.which takes place at block a herritage hall.there are a lots of people when we first reach there.some of them are same like us, is a student and some of them are outsider, for example grandparent,parent,and so on..after we show oour ticket, we are let to be in and wait for the performance to start ...
the activity is quite interesting, we have solo,duet,unison,group ensembleand quintet..below are the song play regarding to sequence..:
bolivian dance, dum dum , winter hunting, august osmanthus blossom,americe oldies capriccio, spring of the tian shan moutain, miracle,thunder in the drought, feng yang flower drum, lin an grudge, colourful cloud chasing after the moon, sales clerk come to the village, ditty combinations, and dance of the golden snake.all the music play is also quite nice..
PS:like this my saturday finish jor.. really buzy betul lar..haha. din't do any assignment but i tis going to pass up soon..

my first destination of community service--kampong palawan

today consider as the third week that i'm stay in kampar . although still can't get used to the life without you all but the journey of life still continue goes on and on so i still have to try to get used to the life here.. my first university life..hehe.
so today i'm joining the community service organize by our department of soft skill to have a beautiful school compound at SJKC Kampong Palawan.. it is really a small school..
since i'm staying at eastlake so i have to ride to school early in the morning at 6.30 so that i can reach on time before 7.. it's quite early but luckily got yori and my another new friend here-Rachal to accompany me to go together ..haha..

after our friend gather at the DSSC we start to heading to the destination at 7.15.on the way, the people in charge try to organize our mission ..hehe. so this is my mission today(above).ya, its quit a easy task just fill in the green colour in the picture then settle edi..hehe. about 45 minute journey, we finally reach our destination.
 then , as you can see we start our paint..haha.
 there are total 2 picture for us to paint this is the second one(below)..
 since i'm doing the least part i settle my part in just about 45 minute and then start visit around the school compound..there are a big field for the children to play. the field is about the same as the school compound size.
 the children there are quite good in playing ping pong..haha..i think they have better skill then me..haha.
 since it is a very small school with just 64 student and 12 teacher(7 classroom), so their announcement corner situated at the middle of the only row of classroom.they are really very very good in painting..

 there are also a lots of flower and tree, it is really a good place for the child to study.



 haha, don be misunderstand. this is not rachal. she is jessice tessensohn. is my friend and also coursemate..she is came from melaka.and is a mix of one over sixteen of portuguese and chinese.she is a pretty girl and for me.. it have the shadow of cassey on her. maybe is because of the fair skin..i don know.hehe..
 this is the most cute little boy i meet there. firstly he say don wan to take picture. but then he change his mind edi..and take with us,how cute a boy.haha.can u all guess how old he is?he reply me a cute answer when i ask about it.
which standard are u in?-me
six-him
what ??standard six!!!-me
no no, i'm six years old..-him
HAHA,

 there are also a pondok for them to play with in the recess time. for me its quite special..


 they got a small canteen and have a counseling room situated beside the canteen.this enable student to go to seek for counseling teacher all the time.. how a good geographical area..haha

 this is the standard six classroom, it make me think of mine.few years ago i'm also one of the primary school student. and now i'm in university edi.. really old jor lor><..


 it is a quite interesting stuff, they are really creative .. i give them a clap personally..

 school have school law, class have class law.. very good.. management is very important to make thing a succeed.
 our lunch, taste like our hometown one..haha. long time no eat edi.. miss them so much.
 this is that one original picture, its paint by a standard six student..
 and above is our final product, not bad lar rite??
 after about seven hour, it is finally going to finish edi..
 PS:forget to apply sunburn jor..haiz.. will be darker edi ..but its quite happy..
Activity coming soon: chinese orchestra...^^tonight 8 till 11..hope it will be fun..

Friday, 29 July 2011

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